I am Fat

I am fat

I am fat

I am fat.

I’m not entirely sure how I now manage to weigh 2 stone more then my pre-ttc weight. The last stone has crept on after I had my son, in fact that last stone crept on in the last 3/4 months.

My arms look like the Michelin Man, and I look like I’ve swallowed a duvet.

I am not a pretty sight. Luckily I’m not at the stage where I have to buy a new wardrobe to accommodate my ever increasing thighs, but I’m ever so close.

To top it all off, I do not feel very good, neither health-wise, nor mood-wise. After  my failed IVF I decided that enough is enough. So I contacted Kelly from Fit not Thin @FitNotThin.

Initially, I was convinced my expanding stomach was due to damaged muscles due to carrying a baby, but given that I gave birth to him nearly 2 years ago, cant really hide behind that tired old excuse, can I!? And Kelly confirmed that there is not much wrong with my actual stomach muscles. Although, she could be wrong, she had to press down through an awful lot of fat to reach them, that’s for sure!

So here’s what’s happening, I am no longer eating cake. I am not eating carbs. I am eating salad. Lots of salad.

I see Kelly 2/3 per month. The sessions are excellent and all about weights and using the vibrating machines at the Re-vitalise Studio in Hove. I’m really loving it.

Sadly, I have also discovered a correlation between my coffee consumption and weight gain, i.e. the more coffee I drink, the more weight I gain.

Goddammit, no coffee, no fags and no cake.

 

 

 

 

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10 responses to “I am Fat

  1. You are NOT fat xx

  2. I feel like a massive blobbo at the mo too. You do not look fat at all, and no one would say I’m obese, but I just don’t feel comfortable in my own skin (not to mention my clothes!) Since putting on a stone after 2 failed IVFs. Time to get serious!

  3. Hand over the cheese log so I may smack you – you are not fat, but you already know this! Cheeky LOL

    • Hiya. Thanks for your comment. I do weigh two stone more then my pre-ttc weight so I do feel fat. But I did lose 4lb last week and hoping for the same this week. I hope that as I get nearer my pre-ttc weight (which is 10 stone) I will shake off some of the unhappiness that ttc has brought me over the years. Xx

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